Did not sleep well yesterday.. Really missed Caleb. I guess my only way to relieve grief is to see his photo to get comfort. Indeed, Caleb resembles his sister.. This really makes me feel extremely sour inside.
Lying down on my bed.. Thinking of my confinement now - Others doing confinement with such a delight.. Mine is such a sorrow..
Gazing at Caleb's photo but not being able to relate any sound to him.. for he was born with no cries. He seems soundly asleep.. Deep deep asleep in his dreamland..
Logically, I know everything has to be kept in a memorial box.. not to mention it, not to dwell on it.. But I just can't bear to forget him.
I know for the rest of my life, there'll be times when I'll be feeling blue.. To want to be alone and mourn for my son. Caleb.. Mummy truly misses you a lot..
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Hi..would not have known abt this if i had not chanced to click on ur blog link in friendster. So shocked as I just saw u that day.. Can imagine how sad u r feeling.. But do take good care of urself ok.. that's the best thing u can do for Caleb..
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