今天是我的生日，不过感觉缺少了些什么--宇恒的存在。

Been trying for another child since the miscarriage but it just seems like everything’s meant to be. Friends around got pregnant.. Delivered.. But I’m still trying. Months and months of anticipation always resulted in months and months of heart wrecking aches. The more I hope for, the more disappointed I get. So why hope?

难道一切真的命运中自有安排？什么渴望、奢求，都只是单方面的想法。老天爷要给你的，就会给你。